Post by bronny on Oct 5, 2015 22:17:28 GMT -8
Hi
I believe I was led to Peggy's site as a setup from the reps. It would take too long to give details and too painful. Just know I've relived it everyday since leaving the second forum, not long after you were ousted Frank. And the mate scam. Soooooo angry. I was attacked severely by the reps all night every night, real not astral, and felt attacked by the alliance and the people at Peggys site. All sides. I felt I took all the lessons on the chin but it still wasn't enough for people. Bloody merciless.
When Peggy got tired of war, it resonated with me so I stuck it out. I DO see the reps as Father's children, deserving of his love that will overcome their evil. But the mate scam and the reason Frank was banned was too much. I still had reps harrassing me. I started hearing voices too, ended up in mental health care. Before finding Peggy's site I was such a happy, strong woman with a heart as big as a house. Never had mental health issues.
Since then, and with great rage and distrust directed at the alliance and Peggy from me, the rep attacks have stopped. RS told me that Mum and Dad and the alliance stopped it and I finally believe they give a damn. Some reps didn't know the war was over and they've apologised to me. After years, I now believe them. War is war.
I'm very aware of the reps ability to deceive and if they're still doing it, so be it. I gotta have faith that Ma and Pa can handle it.
Regarding Peggy, I can't see me having anything to do with her personally but I do believe she might be the real deal who made mistakes. So did the alliance imho. But no-ones perfect and that's the point. Ma and Pa are real, that I know for sure.
I also hear in rs that May is still on.
Here on the site I saw a reversal that mentioned 'Lee' and 'atone'. He's the rep/sir that tormented me. Tried to make ammends but I wouldn't have it.
Sorry for the lengthy post, I won't need to do it again but if you wish I'd like to contribute to reversals, just don't know much about uploading audio.
Bronwyn
I believe I was led to Peggy's site as a setup from the reps. It would take too long to give details and too painful. Just know I've relived it everyday since leaving the second forum, not long after you were ousted Frank. And the mate scam. Soooooo angry. I was attacked severely by the reps all night every night, real not astral, and felt attacked by the alliance and the people at Peggys site. All sides. I felt I took all the lessons on the chin but it still wasn't enough for people. Bloody merciless.
When Peggy got tired of war, it resonated with me so I stuck it out. I DO see the reps as Father's children, deserving of his love that will overcome their evil. But the mate scam and the reason Frank was banned was too much. I still had reps harrassing me. I started hearing voices too, ended up in mental health care. Before finding Peggy's site I was such a happy, strong woman with a heart as big as a house. Never had mental health issues.
Since then, and with great rage and distrust directed at the alliance and Peggy from me, the rep attacks have stopped. RS told me that Mum and Dad and the alliance stopped it and I finally believe they give a damn. Some reps didn't know the war was over and they've apologised to me. After years, I now believe them. War is war.
I'm very aware of the reps ability to deceive and if they're still doing it, so be it. I gotta have faith that Ma and Pa can handle it.
Regarding Peggy, I can't see me having anything to do with her personally but I do believe she might be the real deal who made mistakes. So did the alliance imho. But no-ones perfect and that's the point. Ma and Pa are real, that I know for sure.
I also hear in rs that May is still on.
Here on the site I saw a reversal that mentioned 'Lee' and 'atone'. He's the rep/sir that tormented me. Tried to make ammends but I wouldn't have it.
Sorry for the lengthy post, I won't need to do it again but if you wish I'd like to contribute to reversals, just don't know much about uploading audio.
Bronwyn
